pain lets us know we are alive

last blog post i had asked "why is callie cutting herself?'' well i think i found out why or i think i know a reason why....well her father doesnt visit her because he doesnt want to see any kid of his be lock up in a RESIDENTAL TREATMENT FACILTIY . callie from the book Cut feels dissapointed she thinks her father is dissapointed in her, she wants to get help ytou can tell because in the middle of the boom she starts talking to her therapist saying she is a runner her brother has asthma...maybe thats another reason why she is cutting herself because hse feels like she cant do nothing to help in her family situations she feels worthless. But she isnt she just needs to see she is just the same as anyother person, and her familydoes care about her because if its wasnt for them she would of been dead she wouldnty be gettikng the help she needs maybe she just needs a sign that her parents do care.....what wiull be the sign what will make her relize that her family is there for her and they do care about her? well the good thing is that she is starting to talk little by little ....i hope she starts talkin g to soem peoipel besides the therapists like other people in the facility with diffrent problems